Thursday, May 6, 2010
House update
Interior painting is finished as of yesterday. Cabinets are going in today. Next its the wood flooring in the living room and and downstairs hallway, tile in the kitchen,laundry room and master/downstairs bathroom. Upstairs flooring is already down. Then its appliances and whoopee moving time!! :-)
Choices-we all make them.
The past week i've been trying to get over some nasty bug i got, not too fun..being stuck at home not doing much gives me too much time to think-But its been good for me.
For the past month or so I've really been struggling with depression, which isn't me. Usually im an upbeat person. No matter how hard i tried i just couldnt seem to be myself. During that time I made a choice I have hugely mixed feelings about, a choice which I definitely regret in a lot of ways.I'm finally snapping out of it though..and things don't look so down anymore. I still may have lost something over my choices..but hey,I guess you don't always get what you want in life.And even with the things you do want, there are always negative sides..sometimes you just have to look at the entire picture to see how great it really is. Sometimes you can be blinded by what the "norm" is..sometimes that isn't always the best in the long run.
For the past month or so I've really been struggling with depression, which isn't me. Usually im an upbeat person. No matter how hard i tried i just couldnt seem to be myself. During that time I made a choice I have hugely mixed feelings about, a choice which I definitely regret in a lot of ways.I'm finally snapping out of it though..and things don't look so down anymore. I still may have lost something over my choices..but hey,I guess you don't always get what you want in life.And even with the things you do want, there are always negative sides..sometimes you just have to look at the entire picture to see how great it really is. Sometimes you can be blinded by what the "norm" is..sometimes that isn't always the best in the long run.
Friday, April 30, 2010
Josh Groban - You Are Loved
You Are Loved
Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When your heart's heavy
I...I will lift it for you
Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I...I will break it for you
Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved
Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you're lost inside
I...I will be there to find you
Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I...I will shine to guide you
Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved
You are loved
Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
Don't give up
Every one needs to be heard
Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When your heart's heavy
I...I will lift it for you
Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I...I will break it for you
Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved
Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you're lost inside
I...I will be there to find you
Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I...I will shine to guide you
Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved
You are loved
Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
Don't give up
Every one needs to be heard
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
3,2,1.
Three weeks left until I leave for the summer. And in those three weeks I need to finish up Algebra 1(ahh!), help get the painting finished at the property(which includes siding, pickets and yess interior painting finally:D), hopefully moving in(I reallly don't want to have to come home to a room full of boxes), sew throw pillows, curtains and my window seat cushion cover and all of the rest of odds and ends that need to be done and then im off to Murfreesboro,TN for 10 weeks. Summer of canvassing here I come:) oh, on top of what i listed-getting my permit fits in somewhere in the next week or so. ;)
Friday, April 23, 2010
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